I'm currently sittin in the hospital room with Jason to my right in a ugly, white metal cage-like crib... He had his hernia repaired today and he needs to stay overnight. He had some trouble breathing after coming off of the anesthesi. Brooke is w/our family friend, casey is with my mom, and adriennevis with my MIL. All the babies separated......
Well, they all 3 have such beautiful smiles! Adrienne finished her "school" for the summer and i plan to enroll her in dance or gymnastics this summer. Though it's already half way through June!!!
as far as personalities go: I have Brooke whom is the talker and has the dramatic cry! Casey is the one reaching for her hanging mobiles/toys... And jason, is just my good eater and sleeper! I'm still in awevthat they have literally doubled their weights in just 12 weeks. Its ridiculous. I am so in love with these kids.... I just need to remind myself to enjoy the moment. I still feel such a tremendous amount of guilt that I dont provide then with enough individual attention. Yet when I have help over I leave the house w only Adrienne or none. It's just easier, but then guilt comes back. Apparently this will NEVER go away... Scary!!
In about a month Adam will head off for 3 weeks. Then home for 3 weeks..... Then deployment begins. 12 months. Sorry if this is a repeat comment....I'm just starting to get anxiety over the whole thing
Nit much else to say. So I'm going to log off and wait for Adam to bring my late night mcds to me at the hospital..... Oh yeah, I start working with my old trainer again Monday. I need motivation. I am currently about 30 lbs over weight. Yuck. I guess I'll see whatcmy skin/stomach/stretch marks look like once the extra weight is off. I may seriously want a tummy tuck, my body took a beating. Those babies are lucky they're cute :)
